Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Tale Of Two Pillais


This is another story from my school, St John's High School, Mattom, Mavelikkara. It is about two students J Pillai and C Pillai (1970). Please don't ask the expansions for J&C. Those who were students of my school during that time will certainly know them.
                        
Our school was a heaven for us. We enjoined the love and care of our teachers in huge measures. Be it Leelamma Mathew Sar  or Balikamma Sar or Marykkutty Sar, the love was unfathomed (lady teachers were also addressed Sar. Miss or Maam were yet to arrive ). We were afraid of Eapen Sar and John V Thomas Sar. But they loved us a lot and we loved them too despite their  brutal canes. Cane or whatever, we never had the option to complain, neither at the school nor back home - we never heard of a Human Rights Commission. Those days parents used to go to the school just to request the teachers to cane their children, at least occasionaly !!! Neither the teacher nor the parent or the hapless student considered caning  a human rights violation. Students were sent to the school not just to learn a lot of things, but  to become good humans too. In an abundance of love from the teacher, a little bit of caning was also construed as an expression of love ! Teachers there taught with incredible sincerity They were infinitely concerned about the future of their students..I often brood over those serene times which are never to come back. The world has changed too much to dream of a come back of those golden days. Children of the present will refuse to believe if people of my generation narrate their school days in ecstasy. Students and teachers never considered each other class-enemies. The bond of love that existed between them was divine.

I left the school in 1971. During the Onam of 2006 I went to Balikamma Sar's house to see her. I was sure that I will have a tough time telling her who I  am. Her husband the tall John Sar was in the drawing room. I introduced myself to him as Balikamma Sar's student. He told me that she was preparing banana chips in the kitchen. I went directly to the kitchen which was poorly lit. She came close to me and murmured ":Rajan??" I felt humbled. I felt like a small boy before her. I had tears in my eyes. She had not seen me for 35 years and still she could remember my name. You want more evidence for the kind of love I was talking about?
                            
!970. We were in the 10th standard. 10-A was the glamour class of the school. One day, if I remember correctly, it was Balikamma Sir's class in the morning. Suddenly J Pillai and C Pillai crashed into our class room and started shouting madly. I could make out only this much, "KSU Zindabad, Kadannappally Zindabad".  Kadannappally?? The only Pally I knew then was the "Pathichirappally" (St John's orthodox Church, Pathichira) opposit to our school. We didn't know what was happening. Years later I realised what had happened that day. That was the beginning of the end of a glorious tradition. A tradition of the Guru-shishya parampara which was uniquely Indian. In the days and months and years that followed there were violent strikes by the students all over Kerala. In all the strikes, pelting stones at buses was the first act followed by slogan mongering testing the vocal chords and crashing into the classes, which were till then  considered the sacrosanct in the Saraswathy temples. In the decades that followed this nonsense continued and is still continuing.
                           
I often make this comparison when I talk to my students. "A patient going to a doctor has only one prayer, that he be cured of his illness and be healthy at the earliest. But a student going to a college does not have any craving for knowledge".
                             
I feel very sad when I think of the two Pillais. All the teachers then might have hated them. I am very sure that the two will not be happy now seeing their tribe thriving in the campuses of Kerala with lethal powers to annihilate academics, whatever is left of that.

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Just Four Years From Centenery To Bicentenery !!!

Yes, such things happen in CMS college. Such things happen only in CMS college. As you know, the college started in 1817 by the CMS missionaries will  celebrate its bicentenary in 2017. CMS college has many firsts to its credit. When established in 1817, it was the first college in India. This happened when no University existed in India ! It was here that formal English was started. The building where it was started was named the 'Grammar School' and still it is known by the same name. It is a matter of pride for the BSc (Physics) students that their final year classes are held in that historic building still standing there with all its majesty. Many a time I have stood alone before the grammar school in the night. I could hear the whisper of the heritage building. You don't feel let down by the obscurity of the whisper because what really happens there is not the transfer of physical sound but a romantic transfer of feelings close to divinity. In some earlier post I had narrated my feelings when I stand  alone before the Great Hall in moon light. If it was Chaurassia music there, it is the picture of generations in slow motion before the Grammar School.

2013. This year holds an unparalleled importance  for CMS college because of a path breaking event that happened here 100 years ago. 1913. That was the year when girls were admitted to the college.The then Principal Rev F.N Askwith gave admission to three girls. The girls were named P.A Aley, V.T Chachi and K.K Anna. Bold, visionary, revolutionary ........... how will you qualify this watershed in the sterling history of CMS college? Remember that 100 years ago girls or women were confined to their homes as if the world outside did not belong to them. Everybody involved in this historic moment deserves praise. The Principal, the girls and their families, all of them might have faced hurdles of sorts. The then society might not have been very kind to them, naturally. There might be no point in speculating the ifs and buts. Yet I am tempted to think of what would have happened to the women of our country if this revolution had not happened in CMS.

Oh CMS, you are great. Whatever you did over the past two centuries, you did with missionary zeal, generously giving without expecting material gains. Every  act being a service to God.

Oh CMS let your present have the vision, courage and determination to carry forward the selfless endeavours of your founding fathers and add golden pages to your uniquely glittering history.

Oh CMS, I salute Thee. I dream of the day when you shall shine as a beacon in the academic arena of our country.                                                                                                                                                                                                                       
Oh CMS, you alone can celebrate a bicentenary just four years after a centenary !!!  

Monday, December 2, 2013

Teaching Redefined??

During my 31 years of teaching I had followed the conventional methods. Technology never caused any hindrance to the free flow of knowledge or ideas. But towards the fag end of my career I found technology creeping into a time-tested  teaching-learning system destroying the serenity of the class rooms. I am talking about the excessive use of power point presentations (ppt) replacing conventional black board and chalk method. I could never accept it. No doubt ppt is a very powerful tool to drive home a point in the least possible time. But then, teaching is not attempting to drive home a point and leaving. Teaching to me is like the 'Raga Vistharam' in Karnatic music. Raga Vistharam is not simply a tread along permitted swaras in permitted order. It is the instincts of the musician that brings out the life and soul of a raga that get conveyed to the audience. Michelangelo once said,"I saw an angel in the marble and  carved until I set him free". Isn't the teacher too doing the same thing? With a ppt where will you spot the Angel? Forget about carving and setting him free. In the ppt teaching (!?) the student hears a disembodied voice. I cannot think of talking to my students without looking into their eyes. It was Sabitha ('02 MSc batch; now a PDF in Netherlands) who told me of the magical effect of the teacher looking far into the eyes of the student. I have always felt that looking this way, the teacher is encrypting the idea into a students inner self.

With more and more people employing ppt I even started  doubting myself. For clarity I discussed the issue with Renjan. He told me that at the top most centres for Theoretical Physics in India like TIFR, HRI and IMSc no teacher uses ppt for teaching though every lecture room is equipped with one. They all use black board and chalk. With the 'new gen' or 'next gen' teachers going for new and newer technologies, I talked to a broad spectrum of students. My faith got vindicated when not even one student from  graduate or post graduate classes favoured ppt.

PPT is good in seminar presentations where the speaker addresses his peers. There they should save time and speak more. It is good for a salesman trying to sell a product. It is even better where a company presents its annual report. Whatever I have said so far about ppt is regarding Physics teaching at the BSc and MSc levels.

I quote William Butler Yeats, "Education is not the filling of a pale. It is the lighting of a fire". ppt will fill the pale fast. But will it ever light the fire???
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Prof V L Antony - 3

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